why i always say d thing you all think is wrong?

am i say d thing is wrong?
am i say d thing not logic?
am i say d thing is you all cannot accept?
why i always explain something~
you all is cannot hear it finish~
is want fight with me~
i'm not just say only~
i really have reason to do something that~
please don't look at me like a child~
i'm 14 already~
next year 15~
i'm not a smaller kid anymore~
i also have my thing to do~
i know i'm lazy and hate to do something~
i also know i'm like use money~
but all is to release my mood~
you all never give something serious word to me do~
always give you all often thing do~
i'm boring to do that~
i'm hate to do that~
i'm need some fresh thing~
that is my style~
i cannot always do same thing in my whole life~
even is work~
i always want a fresh thing~
what i want and what i do~
never have person understand and know it~
because they just think i'm very selfish~
this also a reason why i'm always get alone~
i really hope someone can understand me~
really have someone to know what i'm doing~:(

什么狗屁家人~呸~！！

恨死你们~
一个两个把我当狗看待~
他酱霸道你们还帮着他~
他要什么你们就给什么~
而我要什么你们就叫我自己去买~
你以为我很多钱的啊~
每次都说钱是不是从上面掉下来的~
现在就告诉你~
是。钱不是从上面掉下来的~
你都会说啦~
你认为我酱小会有多少钱~
现在我有赚钱~
你们又要我分给你们~
会不会很过分啊你们~
每次都骂我不懂事~
每次都骂我先斩后奏~
每次都骂我是我错~
你以为你们很对吗？
我酱讲你们我很想吗？
我很倒霉有酱的家人~
我宁愿成为孤儿也不要有酱的家人~
活受罪~！！
好~现在他要那个书架~
你们就跟我说要我用楼下的书架~
我知道~
他霸道谁都没的管~
他就拿我来出气~
给我脸色看~
你们就叫我让他~
就因为他是我的所谓哥哥~！！
哥哥什么都要让给他吗？
哥哥什么都要服从他吗？
哥哥就可以动不动给脸色人家看吗？
狗屁哥哥~
fuck off la~
你变了~
你变得跟一只野兽一样~
没人性只有兽性~
你就只会叫人做这做那~
你自己就爽爽翘起二郎腿看着~
做得不对就骂~
倒不如你自己做~
吵酱多~
帮你做还嫌三嫌四~
恨死你们~
有醤的家人是我这一辈子的羞辱~
是我一辈子的倒霉~！！
我恨你们~！！！！！

I hate LONELY

what i done to you~
why you want do like that me?
why want leave me alone?
i make you as my friend~
but you make me as a bitch~
as a dog~
i'm good for you but you just as it like air~
doesn't see it~
make it empty~
make it whole~
i hate you~
you think who you are~
you think you are bigger than me so can make a order to me?!
no way~!
we all is human~
human have their own choice to do what they want~
no need hear what all logic and reason~
think yourself what you really looking for~
people want to hear you say~
or want be friend~
or just make us a DOG~!!

我爱你哟~

今天是我跟他在一起的第一个礼拜~
虽然时间很短~
但很开心~^^
他很会哄我~
很会逗我开心~
他也每天对会对我说~
我爱你~
每天也至少打一通超甜蜜的电话给我~
很多人不知道~
他是第一个让我有种很想永远也不要分开的男生~
我很想每一刻每一秒都牵着他的手，亲着他那红润的嘴唇~
每天被他抱着睡觉~
我真的很希望我们就这样一直的走到尾声~
一直走到老~
我爱你哟~
我的老公~
陈维伦~^^