why i always say d thing you all think is wrong?

am i say d thing is wrong?
am i say d thing not logic?
am i say d thing is you all cannot accept?
why i always explain something~
you all is cannot hear it finish~
is want fight with me~
i'm not just say only~
i really have reason to do something that~
please don't look at me like a child~
i'm 14 already~
next year 15~
i'm not a smaller kid anymore~
i also have my thing to do~
i know i'm lazy and hate to do something~
i also know i'm like use money~
but all is to release my mood~
you all never give something serious word to me do~
always give you all often thing do~
i'm boring to do that~
i'm hate to do that~
i'm need some fresh thing~
that is my style~
i cannot always do same thing in my whole life~
even is work~
i always want a fresh thing~
what i want and what i do~
never have person understand and know it~
because they just think i'm very selfish~
this also a reason why i'm always get alone~
i really hope someone can understand me~
really have someone to know what i'm doing~:(